The old one are treasured,
the new ones too,
but who would be more worth it?
The old one of course,
the time spent,
the days passed,
the new one is nothing but just an obstacle.
The new one came,
the old ones distant.
Now the old ones came back,
does that means the new one has to leave?
Who knows....?

Happiness,
is nothing but emotions.
Sadness,
is also nothing but emotions.
Why are they so important?
If you had a chance,
A life full of happiness would be great right?
What if you were given a life full of sorrows?
What would you become?
Emotions,
their part of us,
the human mind.
Driven by these emotions,
our actions become our responsibility.
They can cause good or bad,
but no one can ever ditch them.
It was created in us,
so that our lives would be full of things to feel.
What if,
all that we are feeling are only sorrows?
Does that mean our lives are not worth living?
Who would answer this question?
Those who act tough,
or those who face the sorrows.
Joy is what all of us wish for,
for that moment of joy,
sacrifice is need,
and that sacrifice,
is what we pay.





3rd one. :D

If given a chance,
I would speak.
If given an opportunity,
I would hold on to it.
The unspeakable side,
Would it always remain in the dark?
When will that day be,
that someone finally manage to bring light to the darkness?
If it's only love that I seek,
Why would it be so hard?
If it's only warmth that I need,
Why is it so hard to gain?
I only wish for such,
Why is it so difficult for my wish to come true?
I don't wish for much,
So why is it again that I can't be granted what I want.
If there would be anyone that could bring me what I want,
I believe that person would already be gone.
Would there be another?......




Not really a poem.

Rah Rah

Even when the world is going to be over,
My love for you will never be over.
It may be fate that brought us together,
But it was I who brought us apart.
For that split second of warmth you gave me,
I was willing to give up my world,
All for that split second.
If one day we were brought back together by chance again,
Please don't ever recognize our past,
As the present will never be the same as the past.
This is goodbye,
And also hello,
For that I,
Am never the one you knew before.
However,
The love will never change.



That's it for the annually poem.

Just wrote on random. There isn't any meaning and it isn't dedicated to anyone, just thought on the spot as I am questioning whether eternal love even exists.


Meh, I rather write poems than scribble stuffs on my stack of worksheets. Sigh. The world knows nothing except for joy I guess.

Today afternoon hor, after school hor, I went to eat hor fun. then i met this auntie who kua wa buay song and threw a cup of coffee at me, I used my chopsticks and caught it in time but i used too much strength and the cup broke then the glass small small pieces and coffee so hot hot spill on me! I now I also buay ta han liao I threw the plate at her like shuriken and she used her butterknife and cut it into half. I chua tio but luckily i woke up from my shock fast and the chopsticks she threw at me missed. The person behind me was so frightened that he niao ku zi because the chopsticks pinned him to the pillar behind and 1 nearly tio his right eye. I thought wa kao eh this auntie so bui how come know kang pu. Then hor suddenly this uncle claiming to be her lao gong came in and piak me in my face. I flew to the other side of the coffeeshop and then when i looked forward there was this big big ball flying towards me! The uncle threw his wife to me ar! Siao gao i nearly die from meatballs, i wont eat ba chor mee liao la, so disgusting. I stood up and kicked the auntie back to her lao gong and then what happened the next few second was crazy! the whole coffeeshop was damaged badly and the tables which the auntie had knock over all broke into many pieces. I see liao hor i quickly zhao, i run and run and run but i realized i wasnt moving at all.

And then i realized it was all a dream.



So boring.....The above story is really a dream, the post shall end now.


P.S. The auntie I mentioned your one noob la, dunno kang pu still want play play, need gang somemore, noob la, leaver.

Sec 3 Camp!!!!

Ok I'm getting so pissed off changing the time everytime I post even though I do not post much, X-Men showing now......Teh teh teh teh teh teh teh teh teh teh teh teh teh teh teh teh teh teh neh~~~MARVEL~

Oh yeah the post....Sec 3 camp!!! 3/5 fken rocks I tell you you don't believe then eff off your not welcomed to continue reading. Probably the most fun days of my age 5-15(soon), but I really hate it because I can't go for nature walk(I seriously want pain on my right ankle since it's sprained) because I sprain my ankle and instructor don't let me, he say what if I can walk on this straight path without feeling any pain he let me go......Obviously I can't =/ Sian Mountain also!!! I want climb mountain!!!!

And special mention to Li Tong, you made me enthu and also pissed off, pissed off because I'm enthu and classmates not cooperating for the performance preparation. Well I guess a few like Lucus and Jia Hao are shy to participate in these cheers. Terry I dunno his reason, I won't associate him with shy.

Screamed like crazy and got 1 time at the campfire I scream until I went off pitch and ended up giving a girl kind of scream when they see scary things -.- got laughed at by Yee Lian, Kuan Yi and Yong Qing, then Ms Pay was like staring at me with those o.O eyes.

Day 1: Water Obstacle course woots, Didn't get wet, but nearly did because ArrrrrkBAR was pushing me when I was crossing the log without and supports -.- I was like so scared because I hate getting wet because it's troublesome and felt kinda dizzy =/ anyway it was fun, loved it.

One of the log collapsed and I was like "o.O wth?" And Pei Yi looked very bored, hardly smiled =/The food there, ORGANIC!!! Woots, rice hard like what sia, the chicken.....the duck.....feathers.....gawd..... I rather eat the veggies even though I hardly eat them. Oh yah, my ankle would have recovered on Day 2 but on day 1 night I sprained again -.- That bloody drain irritating I couldnt see anything and AI Chin Rong wanted a timer if not whole lot knock-it-down then on the way to the assembling spot I shouted "20"(the timing) then before I fall down, I shouted 10, then huala, stopped.

Day2: The fall ruined my day 2!@$%!%@!^! The entire day I was sitting at the first aid place and didn't get to do anything, this totally sucks. Then they come back say trekking and nature walk fun T_T anyway Idris got injured by the leech. anyway was serving food for the whole day. Day 2, went back to tent and sleep, bloody heell A'neh and Lucus sleep like what sia, me so space sleep. Took like 2-3hours to fall asleep.

Day3: ALRIGHT, UP AND BACK TO ROCK AND ROLL. But too bad, had to report to the first aid place again as there was a morning PT. Had breakfast, Next the bamboo rafting!, but instructor dont let me go again.....Because they say water very shallow if I fall then will injure more.....So I sat there and watched them play......YAY Build bamboo raft, finally can do something, joined them, PuiLyn, LiTong, YaHui, JiaHao, Alif and forgot who else, our raft rocks, before even getting into water already almost collapse!

This is the part where I got pissed off, finally had time to practice, but all so unco-operative. LiTong sore throat there shouting liao pple still talking among themselves. Well Zikrul was also shouting like mad trying to make them cooperate, ended up no time.

CampFire!!!! Let's gather round the campfire and sing the campfire song~ the C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E-S-O-N-G song~ lalalalla(dunno this part very confusing) woots dam hyper. Yeah I went off pitch, 3/3's performance was so-so, I expected it to be amazing, best performance I think will be 3/6. But good thing our class did well on that night, AI Aaron said it. Mr Roger Rabbit had a fly on his nose~x3 And he flip and he flap and it flew away~ GO ~ Flya Fly away now~~ woots, popular song by our class, most hyper song. I lost my voice before the campfire, so couldn't shout much. And the ground was so rocky~~ Pain sia. People got mat I no have T_T


Overall I feel that this camp is slack, very little pumping, maybe because got non-UG pple included, if not sure tons of pumpings.

FLYA FLY AWAY NOW~FLYA FLY AWAY NOW FLYA FLY AWAY NOW FLYA AWAY NOW AND HE FLIP AND HE FLAP AND IT FLEW AWAY!!

<3 3/5 ROCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

3/5 ROCKS LIKE THE ROCKS ROCKS!!!! I LOVE 3/5!!! NEVER FELT SO ENTHU BEFORE LULULULULULUL

Malaysia Trip on the 22nd

I know it's like almost a month since the trip and it's seriously late about posting it.... But nevermind it was fun at least. Love the Mocha Ice-blended at Starbucks, which is just beside the hotel I'm staying at. The things are zpwnmfg cheap, a restaurant meal in Singapore which costs S$15.00 costs RM$15.00 there. Don't want to spend too much time blogging, anyway getting bullied by people sucks.

New school~ But teachers remain the same, argh why Ms Pay??!?!?!?! Form teacher somemore!!%!^!#^! Well anyway, looking forward to March, hopefully I'm one of the several people to go to Spec course in March.